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lovely. I know.
i knew from the very beginning that you were just a flirt, & yet I fell in love with you knowing I'd get hurt, I'll conceal my broken heart behind a smiling face, & though you thought I never cared, No one can take your place
Here I stand with everything to lose
And all I know is I don’t wanna ever
See the end baby please I’m reaching
Out for you won’t you open up your
Heart and let me come back in
& no matter what you do to me,
all you have to do is say baby, i'm sorry.
and i melt all over again.
A couple of drops and they all start coming down
I might feel defeated &&& I might hang my head..
I might be barely breathing // but Im not dead
Cuz tomorrow is another day &&& Im hurting
anyway -- so bring down the fucking rain </3
Everyone keeps telling me to just
get over you ;; && move on --
but obviously they dont understand
just how hard Ive already tried </3
I thought i ran out of;
reasons to smile,
Until you came along.
i always thought it was dumb for him to pick me
in the first place. i'm not special; i never was, never
will be. he just made me believe i was & broke
my heart when he finally realized i wasn't.. -x
And I don't see how you could ever be anything but mine.
there's something i need to tell you.
i love you, you know that i do, but..
i am just scared of so many things.
i am scared of feeling this way, &
i am scared of being so vulnerable.
but most of all, i am really scared of
[ l . o . s . i . n . g * y . o . u . ]
Let me just sit here & pretend like i'm worth something to you.
everyone says they care ;; until something better comes along ..
I hate the fact I love you, I hate it that I care. I hate you for not knowing this. I hate it your not there.
I mostly hate our memories, That make me cry each night. I hate how all these come about, Each time you are in sight.
I hate how when I see you, My heart just breaks in two. And yet with all the pieces, I know I'll always love you.
I hate how life goes on, When mine just stays in place. I hate how my world shatters, Each time I see your face.
I hate it how you did this, And that you know how much I care. I hate how you just bring me down. With every little stare.
I hate it how you know, That none of this is true. Even though I'm hurting, I can't hate the fact, I love you!
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